I've had a long period of illness and injury. I always accepted it was me that missed out or the like but while I've always had the best friends I've taken them for granted in some respect. I was too doped on pain meds to embrace the love my friends showed me.
I've just had someone close begin a terrifying health worry and it made me realise, during said nightmare, that I was so lucky to have the love of these friends and hadn't ever considered what I would do should the same happen to someone I love.
The nightmare was a fashion show but the models were family and friends struck down with horrid problems or diseases and I had to choose who lived or died.
My inability to maintain sobriety stopped me from truly being there as someone who entirely understands what terrifying medical news does to you.
I'm sorry Gem, Chris and girls x
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